81, i did have all worries

i did have all worries
You let me weave them into a harp
from then on i have been the player

sparrows sing on early mornings
robins sing at nights
i am willing to sing You on mornings and nights

jadeite hide in rough stones
this is your secret
i understand the meamings

the hands of potter press me
i bear grip
in order to be a beautiful vessel

You told me
You live in the peak
only by the strength going to mountain i can see You

dark is around me
i am going in the agonizing flames
then i found that the dark is only a tunnel

i want to be Your lover
this is not a trivial matter
aroused the attention of angels

I also have a pair of wings
like a grass in front of wind
i fly towards the direction Your order

when my spirit becomes Your blessing
i pick up again my broken hopes
tie them on Your feet

i want to be Your lover
this most reasonable prayer
You delay 40 years

i learned many lessons in despair
finally understand only when my feet stand firmly
You give me wings

before i was born
You prepared all decorations for me
and that singing harp

for You have already selected me as Your lover