57, i kneel in front of You

i kneel in front of You
in Your name
ask You give me happiness

i know that You gave me many freely
i want your happiness
from the beginning i need it

You use Your spirit hands
grow a seed in my heart
happiness begins germination

oppression and tadversities catch me
my body has grown into a happy big tree
pain is its daily bread

David knows the secret of happiness
angels like his harp
he has never been alone

my will runs in Your happy spirit
tortuous joint straightens out
restore the original shape You created

i have put up with the control of habit
stomach's awareness made me cannot sleep
poison hurt me

when darkness becomes deeper
i shout to You
You heard and ordered the angels use my voice to make strings of harp

a beam of light stays above the dark clouds
i walk toward to Your ladder
meet You there

suddenly i understand the fact of my life
You live there
in order to let me give up relying on the feeling of organs

the dentist report new news
each lost tooth experienced Your happiness
You healed the past wounds in my life

i see the post of my journey
that is the aim of World
i and You combine into one

those who got judgement went to prison
i know i must die
because i am a truly free person

lose all standing and reputation? ridiculous!
i pushed the walls of prison
use Your unlimited peace as shield

a drunkard lies on the corner of street
one more person who wishes to change himself failed
You say: stand up, go!

those who try to go beyond Your happiness
accept your order and leave
this is not accidental

You tear off my big shawl
my deformed body
has no shame because of your direct sight

You use sufferings to encourage me to rejoice in all
i got the power of your truth
wait for Your coming again

when the nails went through your hands and feet
the twelve battalions of angels play harps
accompany the songs i sing for You

i thought my dream became mirage
but i see You come
You fill my whole body
with happiness

i regret my eyes are too slow
You have been walking with me for a long time and a far distance
i just recognized You

stand up, go!
i receive Your will
go home happily