108, my Lover

i am pierced by Satan's arrow
already incurable

my Lover
Your power is like a soaring river 
sweeps my wounds away 


my past binds my soul
as chains on my neck

my Lover
You say  the coercion and hunger are all your arrangements
i should be joyful and gambol


i praise You in hymns
my songs frustrate the battalions besieging me

my Lover
i triumph because i only look up to You
not watch my questions


someone pulls my faith
want it down to the ground

my Lover
my heart cries out You support me
let this burden leave me

 
i and evil are nose to nose
the withstanding force is same as the night

my Lover
You show me the way to overcome dangers
take me into Your realm


hence i worry about nothing
only praise You in my heart

my Lover
Your name is the fruit from my lips
Your spirit pours it totally sweet

 
suddenly inside me is silent
resounding with Your truth

my Lover
any tribulation which happens to me
is less than Your suffering

 
Your pain is for the sake of me
You care of my minutiae more than i do

my Lover
You wake me up in the morning
my eyes see You, my ears hear You, and my mouth speaks You


my life is in Your palm
You are my all reasons and aims
 
my Lover
how dare i complain Satan's symptoms
You have healed me


You saved me from death
lead me to walk in Your spirit

my Lover
no might in this world can carry me away
except Your will


that is You
You didn't let me die

my Lover
attentively i listen  to Your voice 
You say i am the doer for Your special wonderful plan


i obey my spirit's sensation
dodge calamities, so that i can pursue Your trace
 
my Lover
before i begin my inquiry
You know my want


i talk with You in tender voice
You unload my burden by Your kind hands

my Lover
i cannot depend on anything else
i trust You alone


i didn’t get talent
but You demonstrate Your glory through me

my Lover
i can't predict Your great doings
Your accomplishments are above my requests and thoughts


i know what i should do
is to present myself before You

my Lover
my whole body is transparent under Your sight
You know my thought and intention


You renew me from the inside 
with my own eyes i see my spirit's about-face 

my Lover
i didn't mishear Your words
i would like now to live as You


i want to give myself to You
but i have nothing to give

my Lover
You gave Yourself to me
----Your lover

107, my lover gave me a pair of eyes

my lover gave me a pair of eyes
and then He gave me 10,000 kinds of colors
and mix 10,000 kinds of fragrance into air
for me to breathe

the wisdom of Satan,devil and serpent
all are the toys that my lover gave to me

flowers are so beautiful
Garden of Eden beggins a cool breeze
i am going to meet my lover

106, the water of four seas is connected

the water of four seas is connected
they originally came from the same place
from the begining of the world
bearing the spirit of God
Covering the inanity and chaos of the earth

since the water was born before the light did
therefor the mother who gestated my life
must have endured the darkness of the wait

Father in heaven sowed the seeds of light
you were pregnant
that beautiful cell
through hundreds of millions years
grew into a vibrant spring

it is said
water is my mother
light is my father
Alexander believes mythes
i chase my dreams

105, God is so far away

God is so far away
i would like to know God
to visit his home
but He lives so far away

i sat on the shoulders of Quafoo
talk with the sun
but the sun does not know the information about God
just as Mona Lisa does not know her father

that day i met Satan in the wilderness
he swore in the name of love
God has no His own house
he is parasite

He lives in your heart
believe it or not
God has ruined my reputation
i destroyed the oath of love

so cruel
nowhere store belief
God is so far away

104, i look up to You

i look up to You
just prove that i am humble
because i may close my eyes not to see You
how do You prove that You are lofty

i look up to You
ust prove that the direction i go forward
because I may turn about and back to You
how do You prove that You is my goal

if blindness and leaving are my sins
my sins are very deep
is the sinner who cannot be absolved
if can You hear my prayers
please prolong the time limit
there are more sinners who need to turn around

more than one way to heaven
who repent is better to walk Your way than that who no sins
i look up to You
i know
someday i will be together with You
sit on Your right side
study the truth of love

103， so rich God's Creations are

so rich God's Creations are
how many Paradises there are
i do not know where Your throne is
because the night covered my eyes for long

the night is very dark
even the doves can can not find where I live

i dug out my eyes
ignited them as two lamps
so I have light

I found the road to the heave
it is very wide
there are many people on the road
my fellow travellers are same as i
lost eyes
however, we see clearly each other
also see the flying doves

at the gate of heaven
Mona Lisa smiles at me
my hands tremble

at that time Venus came up
bang, bang, bang
she uses her fiery heartbeats
knocked the door of heaven open

102, i go to a fancy ball

i go to a fancy ball
i found that I can not find my own
cannnot recognize either who is who
i believe the world did not change
God said there is no new thing under the sun
so it can be certainly that my vision has a problem
my heart is urgent

what problem it is on earth
what fun does the world have if no change

the normal in God
in human, it is a miracle

why did not see the eternal paradise
even the blind child
find Your seat
my heart is urgent

God said:
eyes can only play the color game
to see the kingdom of heaven
eyes are simply useless things
if you pour out the evil of your soul
vacate a clean place
I now live into it
you are urgent ,I am urgent too.
i go to a fancy ball
i found that I can not find my own
also cannnot recognize who is who

101，His two lips dash each other

His two lips dash each other
burst out fierce rhetoric

the short gods are lost in public opinions
drowned in the spittle

i listen to His teachings
stubbornly think it as my action guides
His name leads the road of my life

authority is from the heaven
He is the savior of the astray world
varied debates are endless
i like the tone He delivers his views

His lips is thin, and with a smile
I follow Him , closer and closer

finally He gave me the knowledge about metaphor
since then my pen can describes the appearance of the truth

100, my eyes saw the truth

my eyes saw the truth
the callous can not refuse the power of love

i misused the truth when chose freely
the flying time betrayed me

lips taste sourness
and then feet do not care the roads to walk

from the eyes, heart to soul
that who was hit by the first arrow is willing to sink

i carefully read the relationship between fire and gold
so lost in worshiping You

beauty binds me, lift me
directly to heaven from the earth

99, i am the person who serves Your will

i am the person who serves Your will
i want to settle on the earth
but You say this world is not my home

i can not find my residence
look for someone to help me
go ahead on their experiences

but You do not allow
in Your life
no second-hand things

comparing with Your home
the earth is too small
yes, i should have big house

i am hungry ,i am thirsty, i am not satisfied
i have moved forward
i must get more

Your thought is higher than mine,the sky is higher than the earth
You hold all keys to everything in Your hands
one of them is for the door of my home

98, this is just a travel

this is just a travel
on the earth

i see a city You prepared for me
in heaven

i have been looking for my home
because of hope, so my heart has peace

morning
the sky is opened

in the light of sky
i am the target of your attention

that come from the sky
will go to the sky

this is Your process
i try to understand the conclusion of Your words

You create
and then rest in the creations

i am so important
for i connected with You

in the beginning
You planted Your order

on the time of the end
it will be regenerate

i went through a complete road
i finally become a work satisfying You

97, my empty body

my empty body
You do not pay attention any more

You lost interest in me
my home became a waste

You left
all no longer are meaningful and have goals

my heart sank in frustration
in this way bind Your ability

You are gentle and humble
You want to walk a saintly road

i do not understand if i obtained You
this is your first issue of the final

the sky shock
this will spread to the whole world

You stand by the well to wait for me
teach me the secret of source

Your word is sharper than a sword
pierce into my spirit and split it

i do not need fetch water every day
do not need offer thousands of sacrifices

i dressed in linen
my split spirit become the organ communicating with You

how unusual
You and i live together again

old things have past
You renew me

i finally understand your realm
i must go home

96, quietly

quietly
i wait before You

my eyes watch the night
look for the light of Your fire pillar

i know who You are
that skillful craftsman
has been included under Your name

You left nothing for me to decide
You said i only work at Your guide

the general manager of the store is impatient
he went ahead of Your cloud pillar
he did several good businesses
then went bankruptcy

all failures and tribulations are the lessons You taught
i stopped my own actions
to follow You

95, someone wants to intervene in Your things

someone wants to intervene in Your things
evaluates Your design through his own eyes

i choose to worship You
my whole body is baptised in Your spirit and truth

this is Your first and final wish:
live together with me

i like to boast my own weakness
so that Your power covers me

Your words replaces all systems
all that Your hands touch are so beautiful

You never rest
You are a mystery

i wait before You
want to get Your instructions

what are not from You will collapse
i wish not be bogged down in errors

You anointed my life with Your spirit
if you want, i will be happy to give

the sky and the earth even can be shaken and moved
the eternal is You

94, You sent a call to me

You sent a call to me
let me suffer with you:
to be my good soldier
fight for me a good fight

in Your home
i had the undesirable behaviors
when i abandoned the initial love
i fell into time from eternity

it is long time You and i have been walking together
but i do not know You
i tumbled
because of blind

i did not find Your eternal aim
until You opened my eyes
therefore before the Pentecost
i saw the law of Your spirit

that who has power
You correct the deviations
this is a fact:
i have revert to the beginning appearance

93, i lie on the broom tree

i lie on the broom tree
sadness covers my eyes

each grave grows out a lily
the fragrance of flowers wake me up

in Pharaoh's dream
i saw a piece of cloud in the sky as the size of hand

this is the scheduled time
You put me on the appropriate position

i stand in your grace
nobody knows where i was from

You descent flames
refine my will into gold

i see You at the center of adversities
that is the place You actualize salvation

every promise is the key to the door of Your grace
how reliable fact this is

the secret You told me in dark
I will speak out by standing on the roof:

"I love You!"

92, good wishes shine my heart

good wishes shine my heart
i spent an hour on decorating the buttons of clothes
the majestic master is coming
the master whose kindness never fades

when bad things happened on good people
i saw Him walking in front of me  
He responds to injustice in a free method
i followed Him , getting closer to Him

the body trembled behind the iron railings
the soul opened the eyes of contempt
He said, you should live here, my son
wait for my time

somewhere in the world
someone studys the origin of extraordinary life
they wrote this theory into a book
as a gift from You

bright future showed a secret  
I saw my will
so i decided to sell my sins  
exchange for some meanings of life

on the day of the vernal equinox
i and You embraced with the fence between us 
why are You my neighbors?  
and i have to love you?

a angel fall in my yard
he took my property
i moved with a hollow heart
since then, i live together with You

91,Nicole

Scripture said:
we are from dust and should return to dust

i am curious to your body
i want to know what material you was made of
Issac Newton tells me , the composition of your any one cell does not belong to the earth

i thought you as Eve
she cloth herself with Spirit's light before she traded with serpent ,
may you have her beauty?

but i am wrong
because Eve is frome Adam
Adam was born from a handful of earth
the total price of chemistry component of his body is not enough a silver dollar

i thought you were Loreley
dresses her long hair by Siren's song everyday
may you have her beauty?

but i am wrong
because Loreley hides pain in her heart
she catched how many strong lives
did the sin of murder by fairy voice

i am wrong and wrong again
i kneel down before the Lord and ask His forgiveness

O Lord , all creatures were made by You , why is she so beatiful ?

I made her body of Love and Truth
you are My favourite
so I gave you a chance to glace her beauty
in order to let your spirit closer to me

her body is my words's energy, she is Beauty
Beauty is Love
Beauty is Truth

My favourite
you should felicitate you was not killed by her beauty
look, that poor Philip
Adam 's offspring
thinks himself made of high quality earth, he displays his prideful handsome before crowd
but now, I must punish him

O Lord,
i have seen You handed him to her

Nicole
you draw out a silk of beauty and twist into a whip
whip him tenderly
he lies down at your feet amenably and is satisfied to be a lamb

Nicole
i saw you
i saw God's power , how woderful his work is

i had thought your beauty was an illusion
now i finally understand
the vitual is this world
the real is your beauty

90，in the black dreams

in the black dreams
there are always somethings to happend
that woman who is brave to be drink to drunk
go to risk again

the juge keeps silence
he knows her heart
never faithless

after conversating with God
he used the most costful capital
the crosier is from that tree
he knew

Jordan river cried aloud
for whose venerability ?
the fallen sinners
restraightened God's road on her breast

tangue is a small flag
waves between teeth
when thumb is confused
it refuses to be representative of gloryness

the humble poor person was born
he came to open the lock of the earth
and then throw away the key

the truth is from the earth
that is just the place theflower is blossoming
because that flower picked the key

the tongue knows his aim
only in order to praise the Savior 1000 times
he orders the strong hands
to grasp God's blessings

someone ran in the speed of telegraph
to transfer the news about ghost
dread and sins destroyed the buildings of school
every classroom was full of sadness

are you still standing there
with Your weapon ?
i saw you on the wedding banquet
you the vigin 's offspring

the archangel is good at playing lyre
to pleasure people's hearts
the victor brought joyful gifts
put them in the classrooms

so light and life have not distance

89，i heard the clock sound ten times

i heard the clock sound ten times
the angel left dreams and hopes and then was gone

light act as dark
harry me into sleep impatiently

there is a little sound to wake me up
i saw the death wacther is crouching at the corner
and counting the days of my life

a dog's barks stired the air wave of the night
i gave you my whole soul
only left peace in my breast

there is resound of my lover's name in far place
the star light is afraid
the dawn opens my window

my lover has wonderous works
he cheers for beauty
beauty is himself

God created a empty bottle
and handed it to the cocky empire
somesone filled the dread of death into it
and put it under my bed

my two eyes are blind
i cannot see His light
even i jump onto the roof

birds and beasts and flowers and grass
and tired people
all are rest

bored wind is just like the soul of death
my lover closed my eyelids
by His most tender blessing

the sailor navigates on the deep ocean
i hear his heartbeat
how even equably

evil fire exhausted his strengh to want to hurt me
sinless people suffer pain
that is to prepare the prayer days

alcohol excited my heart
i blew the Saint's trumpet before the open door
to wake up the dead soul

my lover sat on the throne and smiled at me
when the earth ran to evening
he perished my sadness and despair

didn't you know?
how pitiful was that muderer
he could not find his home before night came

my eyes aim at the goal
there are a pair of wings grown from my feet sole
no risk,that is only agelong expection
i fly toward my lover

88, i walk in dark sleep

i walk in dark sleep
in order to deposit energy in my life
someone speaks to my ear steathily
tells me the secret about the new treasure

i met a group of scholars on the end of road
they were studying the knowledge on God
i refused the pencil that they gave me , and toward my father's home directly
i am farther and farther from the scholars and closer and closer to my father

my father lives in the joyful morning light
he taught me how to kiss everyone

my glory lip printed on your white apron
so you refuse engage with others

the truth drive out the night shadow
the sadness fastening on my neck is loosed its button
my sins perforated your rib
your tongue pour out the cup of pain

i changed my finger ring for the smile in your eyes
that was a perfect business.
so i became your apostle
to be your lover in this virtual world.

the size of my tomb is same as my bed's
nightmare never disturbed my sleep ,
only heard the sound of cutting wood in that exalted day
your spirit left me

cloud was born on the earth and sing the harmonious melody together with valley
in the thick forest there was a wood fallen, and stood up again

it crushed all sins when it fell
it stood up
unfolding crown of the tree is just the honorable roof of heaven

the deceptive child sat in the circumstance he likes and medatated
life is almost too good except that troubles

i put my hands into my pocket, didn't find eternal meaning
wind travels on the treetop, and transfer the life information to the earth through bole and branches.

the ageold village built relation with young people 's hearts
grass leaves and flowers petals smiled
everyday is master's work, i want to count 1000 years for your life

after having given up all awful imagination
i begin to enjoy the truth

87, you made my heart broken by your tricks

you made my heart broken by your tricks
i tie my head on the books
as joyful morning sacrifice

in order to save the time that was used by mistakes
i took a breath from the dead air
as combustion adjuvant of new fuel

the lazy bee wants to turn on the radio
there is a great day in there
that is the date God decided

my consciousness is clear as noonday
looks for the road God directs
he is witness only for the people with open eyes

a few birds float on the high sky
i raised my heart
to pray that interesting things happen quickly

angels sing whole night
at that time , i mature a thought
so i turn my face another way

you renew my body in my dreams
nails become the friend of body
i become a part of endless light

i swore on the First Saturday
let your spirit live in my will
let dew stir up my first idea in morning

all my strength has only one use
to get your blessings
and without the sin of greed

86, a man died on his own bed

a man died on his own bed
his eyes are open to look for God's light
he pray long time
don't let him go , this world needs him to redeem

the neighbor who traveled comes back
all good things have ended
he want my hen
because Newton 's wisdom is not enough to make an egg

no tree is too tall
no flower is too beautiful
hen apple drop on my head
this is not coincident

God's will changed
my mission is to grasp the hand that touch gospel
great plan has never been decorated
he today , i tomorrow , ask your time?

85, i stand in the dark

i stand in the dark
before the morning began
the grief escaped from me

i follow Your will
enjoy peace in light
while You are working instead of me

i can not predict Your time
have to wait
perhaps the last key is for my door

this is a cloudy day
but i see several patches of blue
he sky You made is still there

no one lives only for himself
beause of my suffering days
my name was written in Your book of life

angels can not act as my role
that pensive undertone
only i one person can sing

my faith grows greedily
but never took too much
for Your treasure-house are never out of stock

happily meet again
You and i in secret room
that is a immortal world

84, in the midnight

in the midnight
someone reported Your news

my groom
You are the rose picked at the darkest

when thorns pierced the chest of nightingale
i came out to meet You

Your love is rich and sweet
my spirit is full up and at ease

on the most memorable journey
angels sing without stop

my groom
with lamp on i have been waiting for You

my spirit is fragrant as the roses in night
because i and You combined to one

83, my speaking was not wrong

my speaking was not wrong
but underwent this particular attack
for 40 years

You had sent are a messenger
that person wrestled with him on the road
stumbled his feet

my tribulations accumulated too much
only wait for You promise
honour the value of my endurance

my spirit is tired of the original home
i had a serious illness
cry for Your treatment day and night

i can not refuse the cup
that is the myrrh You gave
good for me the grace of Your great love

"Doctor, help me!"
before my words are finished
my spirit united You will

82, i crucified my doubts by a hammer

i crucified my doubts by a hammer
then i went do the only thing
--- obey You

i believe what You promised me
so i can tolerate my experiences
this is the color of fruit

my life is shrouded by a cloud
but my knowledge told me
they bath in the light they shutoff

i look up from the earth
my life is dark and in the shade
so i take my spirit above the valley of the clouds

before Your breeze
clouds only come and go
but You put the rainbow in the clouds

81, i did have all worries

i did have all worries
You let me weave them into a harp
from then on i have been the player

sparrows sing on early mornings
robins sing at nights
i am willing to sing You on mornings and nights

jadeite hide in rough stones
this is your secret
i understand the meamings

the hands of potter press me
i bear grip
in order to be a beautiful vessel

You told me
You live in the peak
only by the strength going to mountain i can see You

dark is around me
i am going in the agonizing flames
then i found that the dark is only a tunnel

i want to be Your lover
this is not a trivial matter
aroused the attention of angels

I also have a pair of wings
like a grass in front of wind
i fly towards the direction Your order

when my spirit becomes Your blessing
i pick up again my broken hopes
tie them on Your feet

i want to be Your lover
this most reasonable prayer
You delay 40 years

i learned many lessons in despair
finally understand only when my feet stand firmly
You give me wings

before i was born
You prepared all decorations for me
and that singing harp

for You have already selected me as Your lover

80, in a beeline

in a beeline
is the closest and fastest way
i run towards You

i traversed the whole world
asked all people
nowhere to be found redemption

You are here
has been here at all times
waiting for me

there is a burden on my shoulders
very heavy
i have carried it for a long time

i thought that was a treasure i carried
i wouldn't like to hand it to anyone
only to You

now, i have no concerns
i reach out my hands
accept the plan that You designed for me

i am not competent to be Your advisor
therefore, i become Your slave
obey You

79, i do not know if i am lovelorn

i do not know if i am lovelorn
because my ears are occlusive
my eyes are dim-sighted
my hands and feet are numb
my feeling lost You
but my will still listens to You ,sees You and touches You

i want to explore Your meaning for me
this is a vital event
in the favourable days
i stand by You
when at sea
You are the question that i am urgent to know the answer

someone gave me a free diagnosis
too much evidences
a good tree bears good fruits
but i have gone astray
i suddenly understand,said:
it was You

78, when You talk

when You talk
Your mouth sends the fragrance of lily
i am the person who is with you face-to-face

i want to be with You one heart and go the same way
in the days of your help
wothout effort i lived in Your will

You are more beautiful than the roses of Sharon
because You are beauideal
i pray i am the color of Your petal

You blind my eyes with Your true light
You open the door of my heart with Your kind hands
brains have no use

the balsamines in garden blossom
this times is not short of subjects of talk
i admit that I did not find the answer

a drop of water fell into the sea
i disappeared myself
integrated with you

77, the Father of all lights

the Father of all lights
has no shadow of turning

I open my eyes
see the wonderful of Your truth

who mind those people's judgement
i only care about your conclusions

You say,all places that my feet arrived
You have given them to me

my feet go through the narrow door and walk on the narrow way
my property is big and beautiful

I look up to You:
"Father, shine Your kind light on me.

I am a tree in Your garden
my spirit is towards You from the earth"

"my son, I love you,
grass may dry up, flowers may fade; but I establish you."

"You great doctor who save lives
cure my injured feet because of walking on the narrow way. "

I bow to look
find myself no feet

my spirit grow a pair of wings
carry me to fly to You

76, someone adulterated wine with water

someone adulterated wine with water
adulterated milk with water
i know who did that

that fraud knelt down before You
he does not need forgiveness
what he wants is the water money

You built Your house on the rocks
this is an eye-opener to me
i admit that my wisdom can not compare your design

my spirit surrenders to You
i know my sins:
i am the adulterating thief

my home was swept away by flood
since then I moved
live in your house on the rock

75, i am the woman in Your grace

i am the woman in Your grace
angel told me the news:
You will live together with me

my heart is full of passion
repeatedly think of this thing
can not understand the mystery of Your grace

You gave me heart and brain
i need more
please let me know how to use them

I will level off the road under my feet
the strong drink made me shake
and go far from the center

the holder of truth
do not see me with tied hands
i pray You support me

how beautiful is Your guide
my feet only walk on Your glorious way
my neighbor got my achievement because of You

74, i put aside prejudice

i put aside prejudice
give you my spirit
allow you to monitor my belief

i have no salt
i know that you like my sincere prayer:
" please fulfill my wishes"

i even thought that whim can pile up river
that is not your law
Your revelation has a special meaning

that liar has done nothing
that wearing ragged clothes
does not know what he did

i dare not boast of my good cake
i pray you fully cook me
fit your stomach

73, light,no defects

light,no defects
it is my eyes that has illness
misread Your truth and facts

my spirit struggled for 40 years
left my flesh
then my flesh is dead

i heard Your teaching
but did not pay attention
and act on them

You tell me to seize Your words
so that You can give me a new life
there are light and force in it

now i do not need to make efforts
i can live like You
because You imprint on my spirit

72, You advise me to repent

You advise me to repent
for You dislike these things

my Lover
You did not leave any leeways
want my 100 percent loyalty


You saw at a glance my sins
Your eyes filled with love and compassion

my Lover
i heard Your call
want me back from the wrong road


in front of Your door
i see grace flowing out ,drowning me

my Lover
How great your grace is
covered the filthy spirit

i was saved

71, You know this thing

You know this thing
i and my spirit worry about each other
until now 40 years

y scowl, my tone
my tiny actions
all declared the relation between both of us is ill-fitting

i need the ability to quiet
i can have had floated on the belief
but i sank down because of myself struggle

i think my wish is too big and too high
be laughed as a absurd by the world
so i completely give it up

do i have wisdom to know that
in me, it is impossible
but is just the will You want me to execute

those who do not believe You want to block
Your plans
simple people don't deserve your kindness and ability
i and my spirit surrender to You

70, every road is bend

every road is bend
every road leads to death

You holds that ruler in Your hand
measures the distortion of my heart

i turn my spirit 180-degrees
face You

i pronate under your hands
ask for the grace of healing

You give me a new life
because my thinking way changed the direction

69, my conscience gets hard

my conscience gets hard
my acts sentence my death

my intelligence is not enough to build a such road:
guide my spirit to You

You say: "be a child,
this is the road to your home. "

return, return
i heard Your calling

i turned about
on that time, I became a child

that is the starting point of the road to my home
and You are standing in light to wait for me

68, someone injured my heel

someone injured my heel
wanted to make the dead knot on my body
i know he is who hates you

i want to go back to the previous garden i lived
but my eyes have become blind
can not find the direction

in this dying sick world
i cry for your first aid:
remove my sins

You come here in order to rescue me
this is Your only way
You go to the goal

You reached the root of my sins
entered the depth of my sufferings
for this reason, even Your spirit has also been abandoned

between heaven and the earth, You stretched Your arms
that is the way you love
long ,wide, high and deep

Your origin hides in the mysteries
Your power is in Your selected moment
"it is finished !"

who dares plan to hurt me
that injured my heel
You smashed his head

i stand before You
my spirit bears the mark of Your life:
there is no any flaw, as a newborn

i went back to the garden i lived previously
my heart eyes are open
You penetrated into me

67, now is the time to accept

now is the time to accept
now is the time to save

the archenemy i fear
You have defeated

You came here
teach me new attitude

my right eye tumbles me
i cut it out and throw it into the fire lake

since i have confessed my sins
anyhow,don't worry about your trial

my body is dead
my spirit went to the place you prepared for me

in the city that You built
i watch the Truth by my left eye

i don't need to ask you
here is the answer

my soul is totally pure
i prostrate before you to wait for the revival

my new body is glory like Yours
this time i live only in order to praise You

66, i am like the blinds who can not enjoy the beautiful scenery around him

i am like the blinds who can not enjoy the beautiful scenery around him
like the deafs who can not hear symphony
i am isolated with the glories of Your wonderful world

between the two great pulling forces
my spirit was broken
died

no one remembers the jar that has been fragmentized
it was full of waste or jewellery
it is like me, whole life is very busy

my spirit longs for the joy of peace
it is broken
so i tear and tremble

i am a lonely person
when the water moves
no one puts me in the pool

who can recovery my this broken spirit
You come over
i cry to You: cure me !

what purpose my this heart and life are
give all to You
atone for my sins

i stand beside my corpse and cry
before me is a big cemetery
there is only one grave

You lend a strong hand
wipe my tears
my spirit stand up from my corpse

i see You so wonderful
i follow You to go home
eat the last supper together with You

You think i am Your child
i think i am Your guest
i open the door and go out

the outside of Your door is all night
i am lost
the night catch my spirit

that is a complete spirit You cured
involved in the night
all directions lead to hell

" my son, return to home"
i look back and see You still stand there
You are really my father

i contemned You, reject You
until cannot atone for my spirit
there is no way to flee any more 


"Father, save me!"
in the loneliest place of universe,
i cry out Your name

i am only one step to death
and finally i restore the relationship with you
identify You are my father

65,You put New Year in front of me

You put New Year in front of me
wait for me to go through it
i do not know You are on the road

You did meticulous design for spring
birds and lilies do not have been amended
they live in Your city in their original styles

i have heard all kinds of promises
they are nothing after just a while like a blink of eyes
there the whole hell turns out in full strength

birds and lilies got your special favor
ecause of the wind's speaking
ivulge Your promise to me

my soul groans under the burden
i cry to you in distress
you are here ,but i think you are stranger

who can teach me the truth
i, a mortal creation
see You from universe

You have a bone and flesh
from the smallest drop of water
my hands touch You

i live in my body
this is the inn You arrange for me
i will go to the place You wait for me

You tie a string in my heart
i feel the magical and warm pull
i know You are there

a person who is with many faults and weaknesses
through Your door
walk Your road

i neglected the help You gave me
contemned Your rules
my mind is too limited

how gentle You are, same strong You are
You cover my sins by Your love
so i cross the abyss that separate me

there is no flaw in your home
absolutely no dark inside
You are more perfect than the new-made Adam

a river runs in itself
that is a dark cold deep canyon
it wants to flow up the warm happiny plain

when i decided to listen to the lies of devil
the free will cannot save itself
had to sincerely cry for your mercy  

i live in behind Your triple death locks
i have all keys
but cannot open any door

i am a born sinner
in this faint world
even the sun turn its face aside because of disliking to see me

tree filthy spirits bother me
i am confused
went the wrong road

i see Satan show everyone his masterpiece
You stand there
wait for me to turn back

i pulled my soul from his trap
escaped the roaring lion
run toward You through the narrow door

64, the world that experienced innumerable tribulations

the world that experienced innumerable tribulations
exhausted its last strength

i am like a person who fell in a river and getting died
look for the opportunity to flee for life

my body is in seriously pain
i do not know is because of illness or medication

unlucky things bother me
wander in this hopeless situation

my heart is vacuum
i need is a direction

if there is a road that can lead me out of dark into light
i must find it out

i am convinced that I have been looking for a thing
it is more important than the whole world

a person who live on only food
is a vacuum person 

my old problems is there all along
and grow bigger and more complex

i can change things
but can not change myself

You have already sentenced my death
this is the irreparable fate

the era of salvation is Your extend period
i live in the borrowed time

in the crisis environment
ocean will be calm with you on ship

everything may change
only You are eternal

i find the direction
You fill in my vacuum

63, who has the key open my heart

who has the key open my heart
let me accept Your power

Satan imitate Your work
this is his most useful trick

i fall into his trap
completely inattentive , do not know the existence of Satan

You live in me
and change me from the inside

You are the only answer
what my heart is thirst for is based on You

i am like a hungry child
devour Your words ravenously

i am willing to go the place where you want me to go
also willing to stay the place where you want me to stay

what I can do
is to give You my time

62, someone tries to change me

someone tries to change me
preaches to me by quoting Your words
this person has flame on his tongue
has strong wind in his ears

since no cost
enjoy it to the top of bent
i am with strangers
drunk in Your spirit

i heard in my mind some words i do not understand
that is You speaking to me
i know you are alive
real vines from grow out of my body

i bow head to see my sins
rise head to see Your glory and perfect will
i hold You
i get You

61,how can i face You without guilt

how can i face You without guilt
that wonderful realm
i want the whole world knows

i did not earn my boast in 40 years
so i am speechless
but now i get your great gift

who can keep such a big secret
hide your gift in private
that is a sin

i dig out the eyes that tempt me into sins
use my heart as eyes to read Your each teaching
and each metaphor

the past things have passed
i am a new person you created
live in Your realm

i love you
so to please You
go to You through the narrow road

i am afraid no longer
i can be complete in your love
thence there is a penalty in the world anymore

i struggle for too long
not Your time is too late
but You is my answer

between people
i had injuries
but You recognize me as your perfect lover

sense causes troubles
take me to the place away from You
but i have the right to choose loving you

You came to my life on the darkest moment
as the way to save me out of the abyss of misery
You are more effective than drugs

tears shed by my cheek
i cry: forgive my treachery
to be the Lord of my life

You are the fact i experienced
when my will surrenders to You
You lift my spirit

i tamed sense and doubt
i hear your words
i must know the truth

60, an infant extends his hands and feet as long as possible

an infant extends his hands and feet as long as possible
he wants to grow up in such way
wants depend on his own strength to grow up

You prepared various blessings for me
they are not the special price for my work
but i belong to You

i know myself none sanctity when i look into a mirror
You see a new person
because Your flawless eyes

You pour a heap of love on me
what do You see
that is your love, not me

You have right to give me treasures
also have right to surround me with love
i am the only way You perfect Yourself

i say you can get everything i want
in your love
i feel totally free

i am that infant who stretches hands and feet
can not earn Your blessings by efforts
so get them free

pride tempts me
away from the door You opened for me
i fall into the trap of danger

those who think themselves no sins
throw stones on me
between i and the world, You judge right and wrong

i ask You for a cake and fish
i remove the accumulation of home
empty my own body

i am waiting for Your coming in
Your spirit is the spirit of truth
i surrender wholly, soak in it

so i open my lips
speak out Your words aloudly
suddenly i understand who You are more than ever before

thinking would not fool me
i know you will complete all
that is the meaning you are for me

the river of truth flow to others
because it was made in my heart
release my spirit to enjoy freedom

i reject my sensible center
choose direct communication with You
croon a song in Your glory surrounding me

59, why did you arrange this plan for me

why did you arrange this plan for me
it is so special and incredible
do you want me to become a great person?

when life is full of hardship and temptation
that is the way you strengthen my patience and confidence
You did not have the ideas to put disasters on me

if you want my only son as sacrifice
i can offer
because you give me the offspring of millenniums

i watch him
same as a child who ask the direction
i see the fruit of love becomes the true light

You hit my spirit
please take my heart that does not love people
and fill me with Your love

a child has a name after his birth
You must do so
Your love has never been futile

You choose a person who is serious injured
her eyes stare at the cracks in the foundation
You cure her with blindness

You plant vines personally
when the roses you trimmed blosom
i smelt my pain into silver

58, You gently count my hairs

You gently count my hairs
do not permit a hair to fall off
i know how much you think of me

sparrow died
tragedy happened
You still sits by

who is perfect
who should be responsible for misfortunes
that are the results of Your wonderful doings

You said you did not create evil
it ambushed before my door
became a temptation to free will

i pray Your almighty hands change all this:
for my benefit
let a child die

You overthrow the tables of the perons who exchange money
and then lie under the nails
Your anger and submission all are for me

lions roar hunting everywhere
You remove the nails on Your hands and feet
hammer in my heart

i can beat lions' attack
my spirit died together with You
my heart became strong because of the support of casting iron

fear gets the drop on me
the florets on field wave
is to dance in your spirit

your doings are so timely
how fast doe's hooves are
i follow you in such speed

this is so stupid
sometimes my feeling is over my will
sometimes my will lost the direction to follow you

i wish to adjust my life
endure my limited sense
that is your unlimited love

my sense is a long and thick wall
i want to entrust my spirit to you
but the wall is too high

if someday the roof collapses and crushed my all children
You are the director
i perform in your way

sadness tore my clothes
when calamities came
i turn towards you nakedly

how I dare doubt Your management rules
are the ears of wheat in the field for me?
i pick them up

You save me out of famine
i stand on a pile of stones
that is the place the people broke my witness

Your light blinded my eyes
even ignited my spirit
i raised it illuminate my journey

through the storm,fire and flood
the only certainty in my mind
is the wish of walking your road

i start off

57, i kneel in front of You

i kneel in front of You
in Your name
ask You give me happiness

i know that You gave me many freely
i want your happiness
from the beginning i need it

You use Your spirit hands
grow a seed in my heart
happiness begins germination

oppression and tadversities catch me
my body has grown into a happy big tree
pain is its daily bread

David knows the secret of happiness
angels like his harp
he has never been alone

my will runs in Your happy spirit
tortuous joint straightens out
restore the original shape You created

i have put up with the control of habit
stomach's awareness made me cannot sleep
poison hurt me

when darkness becomes deeper
i shout to You
You heard and ordered the angels use my voice to make strings of harp

a beam of light stays above the dark clouds
i walk toward to Your ladder
meet You there

suddenly i understand the fact of my life
You live there
in order to let me give up relying on the feeling of organs

the dentist report new news
each lost tooth experienced Your happiness
You healed the past wounds in my life

i see the post of my journey
that is the aim of World
i and You combine into one

those who got judgement went to prison
i know i must die
because i am a truly free person

lose all standing and reputation? ridiculous!
i pushed the walls of prison
use Your unlimited peace as shield

a drunkard lies on the corner of street
one more person who wishes to change himself failed
You say: stand up, go!

those who try to go beyond Your happiness
accept your order and leave
this is not accidental

You tear off my big shawl
my deformed body
has no shame because of your direct sight

You use sufferings to encourage me to rejoice in all
i got the power of your truth
wait for Your coming again

when the nails went through your hands and feet
the twelve battalions of angels play harps
accompany the songs i sing for You

i thought my dream became mirage
but i see You come
You fill my whole body
with happiness

i regret my eyes are too slow
You have been walking with me for a long time and a far distance
i just recognized You

stand up, go!
i receive Your will
go home happily

56, it is long time i have been looking forward to your beautiful land

it is long time i have been looking forward to your beautiful land
but my sins fetter my feet
i cannot walk for 40 years

someone ate too much meat
that from their nostrils
is just your aversion

sunlight shone on my window
your spirit came into the door
then I woke up

He told me about tomorrow's weather
if I do not like cloudy
who listen to my complaint

i want to your beautiful land to rest
i want to play 1000 kinds of musical instruments at the same time
let the pressed heart show off the exultation that you give

before i knew you
the wind wings often teases me
i am out of work

monday morning
someone sent to a bill of atone offering
i hid fear and resentment and drank the wine brewed with blood

how about those misbehavior children
does your plan for them work well ?
look! thos who praise you in their mouths !

those who praise you in their mouths give their time to you
Choir sing out of tune
You smile

in pleasantly surprised
i see you care of every detail of my life
i simply give all mistakes to you

nothing is strange
i have learned contentment
i have learned the secret of anything anywhere

phone rings
the director does not come to his office
that is your perfect arrangement

no one is injured
those whose hearts have knots
your hands untie them

i came back home in strong wind and snow
the fire in stove went out
i warmed myself with my spirit you lit

from spring time
i began to accumulate the results of my behavior
i own a depression mountain

my uncle's grave is in the corner of farm
he has just signed the sale contract of the land
that is a good trade

there is a wonderful source
it flows out of the mountain i accumulated
i have to declare bankruptcy

You overturned my suitcase
i received your's will
saw your doings inside it

the stars did not run tracks purposelessly
light penetrated through dark
i and my uncle earned

finally, i resurrected into your appearance on the earth

109, ah,love,come to save me

ah,love,come to save me
i lost my appetite and emaciated my appearance
ah, love, i slobber only your banquet
i can not sleep through the nights
ah, love, send me the beautiful dreams
i can not work in my disordered thoughts
ah, love, give me tranquilizer so that I can distinguish

grass bud in spring, i do not see flowers
ah, love, just mixed color palette
in summer flowers are luxuriant, it is difficult for me to decide which is the best
ah, love, so many colors bewilder my eyes
in autumn is for harvesting apples, but I lost the entire orchard
ah, love, I want only one apple

winter has come
the exposed heart trembles in cold
ah,love, save me
give me a scarf to resist cold
ah,love, save me
give me a seed,i will plant a orchard

153, beautiful Mendocino gulf

beautiful Mendocino gulf
is a light blue satin
spreads gently
spreads
as far as the remote and light blue horizon

white waves blosom on the silver sand
is Mendocino's white skirt lace
as the blond girl's smile
so lively and so charming

beautiful Mendocino
i come, hence you have a brown skin lover

152, Cupid shot an arrow into the heart of the Apollo

Cupid shot an arrow into the heart of the Apollo
and then the rugged land
covered with laurels

151, i entrust the lotus fragrance to the cool breeze to take to you

i have entrusted the cool breeze
with taking the lotus fragrance to you
did you receive this mellow gift?
i checked the mail box many times
didn't find the news from you
it is not I am impatient
i am afraid of the intimacy beween the cool breeze and woods
birds will sing the secret out

150, lotus fragrance

your smile is the lotus fragrance
slub into string to tie on my heart
the person who plays harp
don't enjoy the lotus' concern
as the music of Buddha realm
the bitter heart of the lotus seeds is only for you to taste

149, charming eyes

i went through vast desert
saw the beautiful Baharguli
she has a pair of charming eyes
mystical as two pools

i went through vast desert
two pools are the water moistening my heart
that are a pair of charming eyes
i never forget her glimpse

what attractive your eyes are
my soul had already been taken out
as long as she give me a glance with love
even take away my heart and property i am still glad

148, beautiful Jiamila

beautiful Jiamila lives at the foot of Tianshan mountain
her pure heart is like the crystal ice mountain
her charming smile is like snow saussurea on ice mountain

o, Jiamila , beautiful Jiamila
when i left hometown
worry about you day and night
can not see your fairy dance
my eyes are hazy by the sand blown by wind

o, Jiamila , beautiful Jiamila
when i left hometown
you, desert fountain
who play harp and sing for you
you, pure and beautiful snow saussurea

147, rose's wish

rose has a wish
it is a small wish
wish people under the sun love each other
there is no hatred in the world
wish all people in love are sincere
the world is full of warmth

rose has a wish
it is a small wish
in the rose's family
transit it unchangeably from generation to generation
never comes true
how sad and regret

146, lotus'concerns

a pond is full of lotus
the golden pistil hides concerns
that are a girl's concerns

the girl beside pond tells quietly the lotus :
love has germinated in my heart
will grow into a beautiful white lotus

the petals cannot bear the weight of concerns
fell lightly in breeze
lotus' concerns became seeds
the boy who plants lotus picked it up

145, look forward

in my childhood
i always looked forward
my eyes shone light
explored the life direction
the people praised my eyes
how beautiful and bright

When I grew into a girl
I always bowed head in meditation
the perplexed before my eyes
I do not know where i go
Youth praised my eyes
waht gentle sight

on the night when flowers faded
When the windows were covered with frost in autumn
I didn't look forward any more
didn't bow head in meditation either
I often close my eyes
my heart is empty

144, I ask myself

I ask myself
where is Youth gone
the trembling wrinkles said :
Youth wants to flow away
we cannot stop it
even though we weave into a net and stacks into a pile

I ask myself
Where is the love gone
empty heart said
it can escape without trace even though i locked the door of heart

i ask myself
what do i still have
youth in the woods said
years changed into the impregnable trunks

i ask myself
what do i still have
love in the garden said
life itself is always rose

143, if i was a bird

if i was a bird
i would like stay on your shoulder
no matter where you go
i will be together with you

if i was a bird
i never fear eagle
for your love
i would rather lose my life

if i was a bird
if the bird lost its life
it would like drop at your feet
loving you that is my loyalty even to death

142, a crescent moon

when you smile
your eyes look like crescent moons
curve and bright
eyelash blink, can speak
when you smile
mouth is like a crescent moon
dimples hang on both sides
the corners of mouth rise, do not speak

when you smile
beautiful as a flower
because your eyes are like crescent moons, can speak
because your mouth is like a crescent moon, do not speak

141, wind blows your hair disorder

wind blows your hair disorder
colorful skirt is flying voile
girl is shy
her face is like a spring flower

on the moment when wind blows
open my heart
o girl , beautiful and flawless
vine of youth climbed the flower frame

i remember you are dignified and elegant
long hairs are not flying
o girl , is like a painting
quiet and beautiful , i look at her in distance

on the moment when wind blows
blows your hair disorder
you ride the clouds of colorful skirt
float out of the painting

140, Gama Zhuoma

stars twinkle in the night sky
each hides secret
are your blinking black eyes,, the riddle i can not understand ?
Gama Zhuoma, my sister
the goddess in my heart, is the brightest star you ?

on the road of turning the prayer buckets around Lapuleng temple
devout believers tell their hearts
cut off the beautiful braid , cassock instead of colorful clothes
Gama zhuoma, my sister
the goddess in my heart, is the most distant star you?

pastoral songs reverberate in Sangke grassland
your smile is like honey and wine, i have drunk
why did not see the most beautiful Gesang flowers
on the grassland?
Gama Zhuoma, my sister
the goddess in my heart, which star is you ?

Gama Zhuoma, beautiful flower
the goddess in my heart, the star in the sky
which star is Gama Zhuoma ?

139, the water dangles reed

the water dangles reed
sleep quietly
reed catkins also sleep
you are in my arms
sleep quietly
my heart is drunk

the moon kisses reed catkins
take fragrance to everywhere
dye the lake aromatic
reed catkins fall in my arms
fall on the tips of your eyebrows
wake up the lake

138, a blue lake

a blue lake
in the black forest, how magic
she is the eyes of my lover
her beauty is beyond compare

this blue lake
she is broad and deep, hides secrets
calls so many young warriors
go and never return

Ah, the blue lake in the black forest,
she is the eyes of my lover
her beauty is beyond compare
I am going to sail
i would rather die in the lakebed

137, Engebei's fountain

i found fountain in Engebei
it gurgled out of the hot desert
clear and sweet
moistened my heart

i met Duolan in Engebei
her eyes are fountain in desert
Engebei's fountain
moistened my heart

o Engebei's fountain
filled my kettle
the leers of her two eyes
filled my heart

136, a leaf in autumn wind

a leaf in autumn wind
it is flying, to east, to west, to north, to south
finally to the earth because of self-gravity

a stray man
do not ask where he will go
he is like that leaf
ride autumn wind and gravity to find its aim

a leaf in autumn wind
it came from which tree and which branch
this memory is like cold frost that can't bear

a stray man
do not ask where is his hometown
he can not look back
his heart is still painful , fear to soak the farewelltears

135, a dispirited heart

a young boy's heart is dispirited
for the beauty of his imaginational lover
the beloved she covers a veil
limpid eyes shine behind the back of veil
how can the veil as cicada wings conceal
the bright autumn waters converge into tidewater

Ah
the young boy's heart is dispirited for this
the wonderful love enwinds my heart
the veil floats in the autumn water
the autumn water drown the young boy's heart

134, you are the master of my love

you brutally plunder my heart
i even have no time to be shy
you never declare love oath
i did not doubt your decision
ah, you are the master of my love
i have to obey completely
the master of my love
if you want
i would like to give you my all
lips as pure as lotus
my body, my soul

133, do not blame i am not a rose

weed and wormwood grow together
i and you are inborn being a couple
i am not an angel nor devil
do not blame i am not a rose

i have no fragrance nor hard thorn
i am a branch of wormwood
you are a weed everywhere
do not blame i am not a rose

weed and wormwood grow together
i and you are inborn being a couple
if you are a weed
do not blame i am not a rose

132, fantasy

i do not know if you are an angel or a devil
but it does not matter
what i can not resist is your beauty occupying my thinking
floating to-and-fro makes me indulge in fantasy
i want to contact close with you
touch your heart, breathe your breath
when your look surges into flood
i sink,sink, fall to the bottom
why are you so far away
i extend my arms to embrace you
i can not stop fantasying
be intoxicated in the imagination
imagination went through all wind and rain
imagination snows in Guangzhou, snowflakes are big as mats
how mystical, time and space disappeared
only me in flood sink, sink, fall to the bottom

131, the swan by the water

there is a swan by the water
a white swan
she bows her head to look at her shadow
tells the deep feelings in her heart
why does she not fly to the bosom of the sky ?
only loves waters

swan ,o swan
the beautiful shadow is a chain
locks your heart and feet
you open your flying wings
become a white cloud
you are the most beautiful ornament on the blue sky
your love songs are hidden behind the sky

130, flowers and stars

stars shine on the sky
flowers blosom on the earth
my beloved girl sings
my heart is in ecstasies on this beautiful evening

starlight kisses the flowers
breeze dangles fragrances
the more concentrated starlight, the more full-bodied fragrances
my heart is drunk for her charming sight

129, the red maples on the western hill

the maples leaves on Western mountain become red
the river knows that story
skylarks sing aloud
hoarfrost covers the cold autumn

mountains and waters always depend on each other
reflected in the bottom of my heart
breeze from the mountain
the water ripples
the Western mountain put on rosy Nichang
the river smiles

128, limpid moonlight

limpid moonlight is like dew
showers quietly on my window,
washes away my sadness
and then makes up my face

holding the limpid moonlight in my both hands
dew moistens my heart
i miss my lover
where are you on this moon night

breeze wrinkles the moonlight
dew ripples
the thoughts behind the window tie a knot
just wait for such a night
my lover is beside me

127, a desolate heart

how desolate a heart without love
as a desert without camels
as a Gobi without vegetation
as the earth. without the sunlight

how desolate my heart
beats in cold and lonely
no flowers blosom in heart
blood is gone and leave only empty atrium

the desolate heart roams on the desert
the desolate heart grows on the Gobi
the desolate heart lights the earth
the desolate heart is full of the power of love

126, if i live in Dingsi

if i live in Dingsi
i will change my pure love
into a fountain
moistens your heart and land
when summer comes
roses blosom
lilies also blosom

if i live in Dingsi
i will weave my joyful laugh
into a string of color bells for you
when a dawn comes
i entrust breeze
with waking your dreams

if i live in Dingsi
my songs will be soaked by fragrance
because it passed on the slopes
stole the redolence of the flowers
because it flew out of the bottom of my heart
for your love
this heart blosoms !

125, consultation

"Mr. lawyer,
i come for a advice
i am lovelorn
what responsibility should he be charged with ? "

"beauty,
when i saw you at the first sight
i knew his sins
deeper than the abyss


"he will be duly punished:
he gets no longer beautiful poetry
Mozart will not sing for him
the most magical sweet kisses in the world
will not belong to him
because he violated the laws of the universe
disregard the purest and most genuine heart


"beauty,
The judge must sentence him :
can not divorce in his whole lifetime
can not find a lover during eight generations "

124, if

if your smile
as the limpid lake in my hometown
i would like to give you my songs
they are is more precious than diamonds

if your voice
as the sunshine in my hometown
i would like to give you my dreams
they are is more beautiful than lover's poems

the lake attracts the thirsty person day and night
i trudged the rivers in the world
only to be a drunkard
in the whirlpool of your smile
nothing is regretful even drowned

the sun is reflected in the apples of your eyes
i have experienced 10,000 nights
only to grope a bright thinking
in the sound waves of your voice
to tie my heart

123, love is more powerful than wolf

such a wolf, so ferocious and formidable
when seeing it all people run away
such a youth, he is so brave
he defeated the wolf by his strength and wisdom

love is more powerful than wolf
it came from heaven into people's hearts,
it made he most courageous boy
weak and helpless like a baby

can love be assigned by God?
i have to be prostrated to it
a heart carrying it
i love, therefore i am

122, a lonely rose

a red rose
blosoms in the late autumn garden,
fragrant and beautiful
innumerable people are fascinated for her
but this beautiful rose
why deep in gloom
in late autumn she sings sad songs,
who knows her heart?
ah, lonely rose
the rose without branches and leaves as foils
she thinks back the verdant summer
she calls for the green spring

121, orchid girl

  
    - for Renqiong

what a beautiful orchids skirt
the flowers are all butterfly orchids
i am really afraid of wind blowing
butterflies would fly
orchids would waft

oh, the wind comes
orchids are so beautiful
butterflies flied
i did not find
even a petal

120, why do you not speak

    
   - for Xiejing
Jinger
why do you not speak
could it be that you worry your wonderful voice
made sounds of nature mute ?

Jinger
why are there so many petals ?
could it be you just smiled
but you did not speak

Jinger
why do you not speak
oh, Jinger
your touching fluid glance
has expressed all love

119, Jiajia

     ---- for Wang Jia

Jiajia
tell me
the new pistils of lotus
can be comparable to your purity ?
the breath of rose
can be comparable to your fragnance ?


Jiajia
my thinking has been exhausted
i cannot find anything as a metaphor
for your lovely, your beauty

Jiajia
tell me
tell me the answer of your riddle
why cannot look for your earthling traces
are you a fairy or goddess?

118, involuntarily

approach you, involuntarily
your beauty is direct ratio to your magnetic field
the radiate attraction turned me into a superconductor
i can not control my behaviors
my blood boiled, my body temperature keeps on rising
thermometer is detonated

facing you, i forget self-abasement, forget politeness
you made my courage doubled and invincible in the world

do not need lyrics and red roses
do not need champagne,brandy, and to explore secret weapons
approach you, approach you, approach you, approach you,
your beauty made me in spite of myself

117, the story of lotus

there is a story passed down from antiquity to now:
God sent the sun to manage the flowers on the earth
ordered them to open on days
sleep in the moonlight at nights
every flower bloomed its smile
when lotus gently unfolded her petals
her beauty and fragrance gave out
all flowers were ashamed and lowered their faces
left lotus lonely open in the world
the sun had to order:
lotus open only at night.
this story made my heart unpeaceful
lotus is lonely because of her beauty
this story has been passed down for thousands of years
the reality has nothing changed until today.

116, smile

your lotus smile
bright as summer's scorching sun
i never dare one more glance

do you know
how dangerous such a smile:
it lit up a wasteland
with the love volcano in my heart

115, Awen, i love you

Awen, i love you
i love you as my life
even you are more important than my life
if I lose your love
my life will become zilch
i treasure you so deep

Awen, i love you
my love is eternal as heaven and earth
even the breakdown of universe cannot change my heart
if i lose your love
my soul will refuse rebirth
the end of my love to you is the death

114, happy birthday to you

     
---- for Wu Zhiliang's birthday

today, i want to tell you
my love for you has been a long time
deeply buried in my heart

if i can not meet you
my life will be only monotonous gray

your voice is the most beautiful music
so, you even do not need to sing
each note is a gentle hand
strokes the poet's sentimental heart

today, i want to tell you
my love for you will last until the permanent
a lifetime is not enough
two or three lives also would not like to give up

today, I want to tell you
in order to love you, my life refuse the terminal
if there is a rendezvous
grown into the seeds of love
even though all bridges in the world are in fire
i will be certainly able to cross this galaxy river

today, i want to tell you
God arranged your birth
only for me

i say
happy birthday to you.

113, black steed

Ivan Duldal,a young Kazakh
riding his shiny treasure black steed
came in front of white tent and stopped
stealthily call his beloved Martha

beautiful Martha is a flower on the prairie
carries hot milktea out of the tent
father and mother went to the forest
young Kazakh, you come in.

you quickly come to my home,
i give you a gold buckle
wear it on your black steed
no any horses can compare with him

112, the wrong whistles

i was queuing up to buy a ticket,
a beautiful whistle sounded behind me
what a familiar tune
why i couldn't remember where i have heard it

blew whistles one by one
each song is so wonderful
i couldn't help looking back
oh,ah,ah, his handsome made my heartbeat fast

the whistles behind me danced my hair
my mind became chaotiion
really bad i bought a wrong direction ticket
i hate these whistles,wrong whistles

110, Maria

Maria，my mother
you work dumbly
only you

no one notices you
your coarse hands feed the flock of cynical people


Maria，my mother
i know who he is
that disgraced your name by the filthy speech

your heart is so tender
you weave your virtues into his clothes


Maria，my mother
your arms raised up your daughter being like a flower
and then became feeble

your eyes are sharp because of experiences
you sees through the evil stratagem


Maria，my mother
listen, this cry: mother, love me
i need your love so much

i was hit by Satan's arrow
my heart is bleeding


Maria，my mother
your love is the gauze that wraps wound
how tender you are, just strong you are

you say i can count on you
let me drain my all tears in your arms

Maria，my mother
i saw a scar on your heart
the shape is like my today's cut

you say this is the sign of God's work
He put wisdom here

Maria，my mother
is this real? other people's wisdom is in head
yours is in heart

yes , how wonderful this is
we are a household


Maria，my mother
why you smile?
your smile is so sweet

O,i saw the scar on my heart
is unexpectedly same as yours

i kneel down on earth
O,Lord, thank you
you let me inherit my mother's heart

111, St Fuller Garden

The fairy tale and musics


Introduction：
The flowers of St Fuller contested to be the queen, every flower showed its merits, they got ready for the contest. An old star was dying at the night before the contest, he wanted to see the flowers on the land before the death came. But all flowers unfold in days and rest on nights, the little ugly flower Ugli went to wake up Peony,Rose and Lotus etc. but none flowers in the whole garden would like to unfold. Ugli cannot help but she decided to unfold herself for the old star. The old star fell from the sky in the center of Ugli at the instant when he saw her flower. Ugli became the most beautiful flower and was elected to be the queen of flowers.

Characters：
Ugli, Peony, Rose, Lotus, Jasmine, Sunflower, Daffodil, Orchid, Megranate flower, Other flowers. the Old Star.

（ flowers dance）
（male chorus）
In the faraway St Fuller
In the wonderful St Fuller
In the propitious St Fuller
There is to be born a queen of flowers.

Her beauty is unsurpassed and unequaled
Her sheen is myriad and glorified
Her elegancy is precious and honorable
Who can be the flower queen of St Fuller.

（Daytime, every flower makes preparations for the contest.）
（peonies dance, woman vocal solo.the Song of peonies ）

red peonies , white peonies,
everyone bends to my beautiful look.
the grandees collect paintings of me,
Show my appearance in the national hotel
if the king were hesitant
I have got the title of the National Flower.
don’t talk this little St Fuller garden
what gods it can have.
red peonies , white peonies,
born with fate of dignity
I will be the queen of St Fuller garden
This crown, I cant escape and have to wear even though I would not like it.


（ roses dance, female vocal solo.the Song of Roses）

a scarlet rose
balmy and flamboyant
how many spoonies from ancient to modern
Express affections by my beauty
the boys often ask me help
in order to fascinate girls.
Roses with branches and leaves
Luxuriant lives make me satisfied.
how can I not be the No.1
Who can be the queen of St Fuller if it is not me?
not you, not her,
if not me , who is she?
who is she?


（ Lotuses dance, female vocal solo.the Song of Lotuses）

I am a lotus
pure and beautiful
the center of deep water is my home
my heart is on the sky
Gainly and the aroma waves.
beautiful lotus
everyone praise my pure fame,
only vigorous tercel
Can kiss my prime.
I will be the queen of St Fuller
Who is more rakish and degage.


（ jasmines dance, female vocal solo.the Song of Jasmines ）

little jasmines fragrance to ten miles
hang much cool dews
someone said that are the tears of flower’s heart
whose affection was inebriated
drops of cool dews
drop on the ground under the flowers
whose affection was moistened
what enchanting the abloom heart’s flower
little jasmines have a little secret
Change into a cup of inebriating tea
little jasmines really have intelligence
spread abroad fame by singing:


（ Jiangsu’s folk song, women chorus ）
a jasmine
a jasmine
fragrance and goodliness are full of branches
Everyone praises pure and flavor

(female vocal solo)
I want to be the queen of St Fuller
I want to victory.


（ Sunflowers dance, female vocal solo.the Song of Sunflowers）
sunflowers are towards the sun
My heart is full of happiness
golden petals are like golden sunlight
I am the most beautiful in the world.
my heart is towards the sun
my thought is high and strong
if only I tightly follow the light of the sun
the victory will belong to me
I must be the queen odd St Fuller.


（ daffodils dance, female chorus .the Song of Daffodils）
the daffodils lift the cups
too much words of our hearts are to tell
you speedily come to St Fuller garden
And look the beautiful spring.


（ Orchids dance, female chorus.the Song of Orchids）
the butterfly Orchids, the butterfly Orchids
dance with the wind
butterflies fly and the fragrance wafts
Orchids are real good-looking.

（ Megranate flowers dance. female chorus.the Song of Megranate Flowers）
the megranate flowers are in abloom on the trees
Look like in flames
the megranate flowers are the lovestruck hearts
give the flourish and vigorous shine

（ all flowers dance ,male and female chorus.the Song of St Fuller Garden）
there are many flowers in St Fuller garden
a variety of colour are competitive
Who is the queen among the flowers?
Myriad favors sing joys


（ Ugli vocal solo, the song of Ugli）
Ugli:
grew a little flower in the wall slot
a little blue flower
I want to grew up
want to go the garden under the wall
to see the elegant demeanor of peonies
people praise the peonies
How I admire her.

the wind blew and the rain fell
the little flower left home
I went all over the garden
went all over the world
I came to the beautiful St Fuller
join the contest of showing beauty
who don’t want to the queen of flowers?
but I am so thin so little
I am a little poor ugly flower
I am a little poor ugly flower.

（ the night falls,the flowers sleep,chorus .the Night Falls）

the night falls, the flowers sleep
how beautiful night in St Fuller
the flowers stop their clamors
only stars flicker in the sky
Quietly talk the words of hearts.


（bass vocal solo ）
the old star:
I am a star living on the sky
I was ever gloriously radiant
I was ever dazzlingly splendent.
now I am old and dying
there is a thing weighing on my heart
I heard flowers in the ground are very beautiful
I want to see the flowers in bloom
but flowers unfold on daytime
and close petals to sleep
how can I see the bloom
What I want to see the bloom.


（The flowers on the ground are in sleep.Ugli hear the old star’s words.）
Ugli:
Ugli is in the dreams
hear the old star’s words and very painful
the old star, the old star,
I do my best to realize your wish
let you see flowers in bloom
Be satisfied and then leave this world.
peony has the title “ the king of flowers”
the old star must like her pomposity.
(shake to wake the peony)
Ms. Peony, Ms.Peony,
Unfold your petals for the old star in the sky

peony:
don’t unfold, don’t unfold
I don’t unfold,
I wait to unfold tomorrow in the beauty contest
Show who is the most beautiful.

the old star:
I am a star living on the sky
I was ever gloriously radiant
I was ever dazzlingly splendent.
female chorus :
Ms.Peony is prideful and arrogant
Not commiserative, not emotive
Ms.Peony is prideful and arrogant
Not commiserative, not emotive

Ugli:
Ugli is heart-struck
And go to ask Rose’s help,
she is Love Messenger
（go to shake and wake up rose ）the old star must like her deep affection.
Ms.Rose, Ms Rose,
Unfold your petals for the old star in the sky

Rose:
don’t unfold, don’t unfold
I don’t unfold,
I wait to unfold tomorrow in the beauty contest
Show who is the most beautiful.

The old star:
now I am old and dying
there is a thing weighing on my heart
I heard flowers in the ground are very beautiful
I want to see the flowers in bloom

women chorus :
rose’s fragrance is thick and emotion is thin.
How She take the name of the Love Messenger
rose’s fragrance is thick and emotion is thin.
How she take the name of Love Messenger

Ugli:
Ugli is painful and disappointed
And go to ask Lotus’s help
lotus is beautiful and praiseworthy
The old star must like her and feel pleasure
Ms.Lotus, Ms.Lotus,
Unfold your petals for the old star in the sky

Lotus:
don’t unfold, don’t unfold
I don’t unfold,
I wait to unfold tomorrow in the beauty contest
Show who is the most beautiful.

The old star:
but flowers unfold on daytime
and close petals to sleep
how can I see the bloom
What I want to see the bloom.

female chorus:
lotus is high-hearted and swag gently.
The fame no imbruing with mud is regrettable
lotus is high-hearted and swag gently.
The fame no imbruing with mud is regrettable

（Ugli shakes other flowers vexedly,all flowers refuse unfold.female chorus ）
dont unfold, don’t unfold
I don’t unfold,
I wait to unfold tomorrow in the beauty contest
Show who is the most beautiful.

the old star:
it is dawning, I am dying
when the sun shine the ground
all flowers will unfold again
At that moment I have died and have no more sorrow.

Ugli:
all flowers in the whole garden refuse to unfold,
Ugli is urgent in heart and tears in eyes
watches the old star in the sky
How can I let him leave this world disappointedly.

female chorus:
Ugli makes up her mind
speak softly to the old star:

Ugli:
Granddad Star, granddad Star
or else,I unfold myself for you
Although I am never pretty.

female chorus:
open her petals shyly
Look like stars flicker in the night sky


the old star(exclaim): O, Beautiful!

mixed chorus:
the old star change into a meteor shining the rays of light
it falls from the sky to Ugli’s heart
nourish her growth with his life
the little thin Ugli became immediately beautiful and aromatic,
All flowers in the garden who is brave to run the queen.

（ dawn comes. Flowers wake ）
female chorus :
the dawn comes. The flowers wake
St Fuller garden is in jubilation
sunlight is bright, everything is prosperous
Beautiful queen has been born

（ all flowers dance and chorus）
who is there? who is there?
is she fairy? is she bogy or ghost?
why she is so beautiful?
Miraculous and thaumaturgic
beautiful,redolent and extraordinary splendour
No.1 in the whole world

Ugli:
I am a little ugly flower
My home is in the slot wall.

flowers:
you are the faery of flowers
The most beautiful miracle

Ugli:
follow winds, follow rains
I came here.

flowers:
you are the queen of St Fuller
Speak out your secret on beauty

Ugli:
my heart is burnt by the meteor
In order to take the heating power of love

flowers :
your love radiates the magic
Shine the heaven and the earth
your love reveals significance
guide us to follow
you receive the decree from the god
You annotate the truth of beauty perfectly.

male and female chorus:
only you , only you,
the queen of St Fuller
we sing for you
your beauty is unsurpassed and unequaled
your sheen is myriad and glorified
your elegancy is precious and honorable
You are the flower queen of St Fuller.